she cried so hard at 2am

last night i sat outside for about 2 hours
around the time of 2am
it was so peaceful
perfect
i came to some conclusions
and i wrote a prose.

i almost said i love you when we we're on the beach
even if for a second
i wish you felt that way about me
just once
and the same sky we will both always look at
tonight i sit and pick apart your words
and over analysis your pictures
if i ripped your heart apart at the seams maybe then you would know how i feel
dont go worrying about me
its not like i think about you constantly
maybe i do
but that shouldnt affect you
its not like it ever did
i let you get the best of me
but life goes on without you
and my world still turns when your not around
its just a shame that all the words i have to say
will never leave my mouth.

so why is this so hard to just give to you.