crush crush crushcrush

i was on my way to bed.
when i realised i hadn't updated in a while.
then i heard a song that reminded me of summer and my high school sweetheart.
it got me thinking how songs can make you do that.
just stop and think.
whatever your doing becomes irrelevant.
and the song takes over.
it takes you back to that day.
that time.
that place.
you can smell the same smells
and hear the same sounds.
its strange.
and i love it.
music is so powerful and so fuelled with emotion
we almost always underestimate it.
and sometimes we dont even get or understand the emotion until after it's happend and you've had chance to reflect.
for example, i was lying in bed and 100 times by hit the lights came on.
fuck.
i wish these song writers would get the hell out from under my bed and out of my life.
why did we even try?
do you miss me more than you did before?
i showed you my heart, you showed me the door.
i'll make you promises, you know i can't keep.

i have this playlist i listen to everynight when i'm in bed on my ipod.
it's named sad.
but i often wonder if it is.
or if it's just chilled out.
or if it's just the songs that reflect a certain point in my life.
maybe i'm thinking too much.