life is an important learning curve.
i'm 22 and i'm still learning.
people are never who they seem.
everyone has two faces.
everyone uses situations to the best of there advantage.
everyone will stab you in the back.
i'm just glad i know that now.

parachute

I will stop
And you will stare.
We will have our moment and continue in secret.
I haven’t wrote you in a while.
Things have been crazy.
And words, for once, haven’t been enough.
I’m not even sure if they are now.
I’ve been feeling like I’m losing myself.
I haven’t felt that way since the dreaded d.
I’ve felt alone and scared.
I’ve been tired.
And I’m not scared to admit I’ve thought of calling it quits.
But as I’ve said before, I did not come this far to end it all now.
I miss your arms and the way you smile.
Give me love over.
Love over.
Love over this.
That’s if love exists.
Infact no.
Don’t.
Give nothing.
Give me hate, anger and hurt.
Give me nothingness.
Don’t make me feel.