if i could say anything to you i would say

ceargh, what a mess.
i've stupidly fallen for you and this was far beyond my control
i know you're not interested and you don't care
but if you did
this is what i'd say

i miss you
i miss your smile
your wit
your content for the world
the way you made me smile
the crap coffee you make
i miss you lips
your kiss
your laugh
and your goofy smile
i dont believe you when you say you feel nothing
i know you felt something
i wish i could taste you again
feel you again
you're different.
i miss you

William, it was really nothing...

Take me out tonight.
Take me anywhere.
I don't care.
I don't care.
I miss you.
I wish i could understand.
How can you say I go about things the wrong way?
I am human and I need to be loved.
Just like everybody else does.
Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody
I hate the way you talk to me.
And the way you never cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my heart
I hate it when you state
I hate your stupid lifestyle
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick.
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate it...
I hate the way you think you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh.
Even more when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around.
And the fact that you didn't try.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you;
Not even close;
Not even a little bit;
Not even at all.
Good-night, good-night.
Parting is such sweet sorrow.
That I shall say good-night till it be morrow.
Go hence, to have more talk of these sad things;
Some shall be pardon'd, and some punished:
For never was a story of more woe
Than this of Lilian and her Control

For you

Why is the bedroom so cold?
Turned away on your side?
Is my timing that flawed?
Our respect run so dry?
Yet there's still this appeal.
That we've kept through our lives.
Love, love will tear us apart again.

Do you cry out in your sleep?
All my failings expose?
Get a taste in my mouth.
As desperation takes hold.
Is it something so good?
Just can't function no more?
When love, love will tear us apart again.