Be(lie)ve

Lets discuss music.
And kiss.
Lets talk about books.
And kiss.
Read me a poem.
And then kiss.
Spend the night debating travel.
And kiss.

We can all dream.

Now I can see that you, you weren't the one for me...

Do you remember the time we made out in the back row of the cinema?
And the time you left me waiting in the rain for an hour?
Do you remember the first time we kissed?
And the time you cancelled our date 4 hours before it started?
Do you remember the time you gave me the support I needed at the hospital?
And the time you let me down at the pub?
You say you've changed.
We all change with time and age.
But i don't think i'm too quick to believe you've ditched your friends for love.
Life continues to be crazy
And the answers don't come easy.
My heart says one thing.
My head the other.
I'm inbetween the ages.
Not quite old enough to be a mother, a wife.
But too old to be going out everynight and living the dream.
I will always take my regrets with me.
And hide in my secrets.

social media ruins relationships

i don't think i'm so willing to hand my loving heart over while social media is collecting the broken and cracked ones.
i'm not really sure what i'm going to do now.
but all bets are off.
and the cat is mine.
i thought you where the best thing since sliced bread.
but now i think you're finding it hard to keep up with chlamydia.
its true what they say about love.
and life.
a sinking ship.
a dead end job.
a nightmare.
i need to regroup and make some decisions.
but my heart isn't young anymore.
and since the last few attempts, the band aids do not stick anymore.