perfect weather to fly?

i dont think i have ever felt this pissed off.
too many things.
not enough time.
those plasters you put on?
you just pulled them off.
but the wounds hadn't finished healing.
thanks for nothing.
a car drive back to the motherland?
maybe.

the rich are getting richer...

Want to know what pisses me off?
Those sat in the House of Commons and the House of Lords bringing my country to it's knees.
Wheres Robin Hood when you need him?
Politics...

let me kiss you?

super excited that i've got tickets to see Morrissey in York.
Thanks for the tip off.
Or else i'd be hung high and dry.
i like to reflect on what music has done for me.
and The Smiths and Morrissey are no exception.
sometimes i feel blessed to be a Manchester girl
so i can refer to bands like the smiths and call them my boys, from my city.
i may have moved postcodes
but my heart will always be m46
certain songs take me back to the very moment i heard them,
what point in my life i was at, who i was dating, how i was feeling.
i'm driving your girlfriend home, she's laughing to stop herself crying.
powerful, yet poetic words.
how did i end up attached to this person?
i can't tell her.
Morrissey has been a solo artist for as long as i've been alive, 23 long years.
i was born in the wrong era, for sure.

sleep is for the weak...

or so i'm told.
my mind buzzes with all the things i should be doing
sleep is but a dream
both my boys are knocking out the zzzs but i'm far away.

lifegoesonorsotheysay

i'm angry.
angry that you won't grow up.
angry you won't move on.
annoyed that what was once just us is now everybody else
nothing is secret anymore and nothing is safe.
everythings in the open
and everybody knows.
i'm not public.
you know/knew that.
i wish you'd stand up for yourself
i wish you could see what i see
we're not the same
we never will be
but if there's one thing i've learnt
it's everything happens for a reason
and i will never hate somebody because hate is a strong word, too strong for me
a term used far too much, much like love i suppose
i've been down
lower than you'll ever be
lower than you've ever been
i've seen the black
i know how it really feels
there is nothing you can show me that i haven't already seen
time for a change?
the road back to preston was covered all in snow.
so i went looking for that stolen heart
for you
waiting for you.