it means nothing...

if i haven't got you.
i can't wait to spend forever with you.
you are the one.
don't miss me when i'm gone.
because i'll be coming back to you.
it means nothing if i haven't got you.
i love you.x

since i told you it's over...

did we take the time to be all the things we'd said we'd be.
i don't think we did.
i sometimes wish i could change things.
make people happy.
hurt less people.
give life.
save the world.
but you can only play with the cards you're delt.
it's a matter of which game you're playing.
and how you're going to play.
in the past i've played some pretty shitty games with no rules and only one winnner.
i've played games i didn't even realise i was playing.
i've broken rules i knew i was breaking.
i've done things even though i knew that they where wrong.
i've lied.
i've hurt.
and i'm the one that's lost.
that's all changing now.
i'm finding myself.
i'm discovering someone i never knew exsisted.
i changed lanes.
i probably didn't pick the best time to do it.
but i did.
forget what's dead and gone.
i can't change it.
and neither can you.
i'm sorry for the lies and the pain.
i never meant to make you cry.