i wished i had never loved at all.

who did actually say its better to have loved and lost
than to never loved at all?
because they lied.
i seem to have got myself into a big mess.
i cant turn the clock back
and i cant get out of it.
i just have to keep plodding along and hoping for the best.
theres nothing left to say except sorry.
you didnt really care much but i wanted you to.
i want to blame you but thats not really fair is it.
i hope this makes you happy now.
the flame we had has burned out.
completely.
i think i might just lock myself in my room for the next two nights.
and not have contact with anyone.
just stay here on my own.
i saw a warning sign.
and ignored it.
but lets not forget your a pisces.
you fall in love too easily.
and your in love with the idea of being in love.
someone chuck this girl the happy pills please.
Thanks