im sorry

for pushing you away
for being a man eater
for drinking too much
for crying about nothing
for failing at life
for putting other people first
for being a shitty best friend
for being a mess
you'd think after three glasses of red wine
and a bottle of beer
things would be looking up.
wrong
im one of those girls
that goes through life completely single
because thats what she wants
then she hits 35 and realises everyone else is married
with a family
and im old and alone