i hate you

if you where here now.
id hit you in the face.
you lie so much.
you cheat so much.
i hate you.
dont ever look at my again.
if you do.
ill look right through you.
you dont exsist to me anymore.
your the biggest mistake of my life.
you can have all ur shit back.
and u can keep your money.
and i dont want to go to lilly.
your not real to me anymore.
ur things are waiting outside your house.
im taking them now.
please die.
the best part was you showed her to me.
you fucking faggot.
gutterboy.
remember?
in the gutter you'll always be.
and i wont let u ruin this for me.
i hope this cuts deeper than the way you cut your wrists.
i hope you take too many painkillers.
i hope you run under a bus.
i hope you have a car crash.
i hate you.
i hate you so much.
words cant even describe.
but my god.
there a lovely try.
i hate you forever.