£40...anyone?

a birthday,
a new start.
a new end.
goodbye my lover.
listen to that,
and think of me.
i do.
theres not enough vodka in this world to right the wrong.
i dont know what to get.
dreams of you and me.
do u have the same dreams too.
come on.
im a slut.
you know it.
i do too.
birthdays dont get much easier.
i wanna run far from here.
in the rain.
4am and i still cant sleep.
broken again.