Tuesday, May 20, 2008

yes i am on an indefinite hiatus...im just not very good at it.

on sunday me and the bff came to a conclusion.
we'd go on an indefinite hiatus from men.
i'm sick of them and so is she.
sick of being second best.
sick of having 'mixed' feelings.
sick of the bullshit.
it sounded like a good and positive idea at the time.
we didnt realise how hard it would be to keep it up.

i've been listening to a lot of mayday parade recently.
the words mean a lot more to me than i would have ever guessed.
but to meet the band, there not at all what i would have expected.
when ever i meet a band i'm really into.
it completely shatters the illusion and completely ruins it for me.
but at least this time i can still listen to the songs.

so whats running though my head right now?
why things dont just work.

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