Don't give up when it's easy

so recently i cant decide if my life owns or not.
i hang out with bands.
my bf breaks my heart. [again].
i have the most amazing best friend.
i've had a kidney infection.
for a change ive met someone new.
he lives in london.
im going to see him in liverpool.
im dead scared.
feelings can change like the amount of hours i sleep.
i have a nasty feeling i'm gona break my nose again.
i think its crazy going the distance on a chance.
but if i dont, i'll never know.
can you know someone so well in less then 6 hours?
is it possible to click so soon.
my mind races like that wim i'm betting on.
i want to have that overwhelming feeling my life is perfect.
i want to be happy.
i want the sun on my face.
i want to wake up next to someone i love.
is a bit of happiness to much to ask?
it felt a movie.
that moment.
lights, camera, action.
i'll know soon enough.
Does anyone knock when they barge into beat me down?