just maybe if you where wondering...if you wanted to...i'd want you too...or would it be to? or too? hmmm...

i actually dont write anymore.
i just realised.
i write fiction stuff.
but not stuff about me anymore.
i wonder why.
i havn't updated in so long.
maybe it's because nothings changed.
well since the last update i've turned 21.
which is very over rated.
i've got rid of speedy pistol pete...he is now a cube somewhere.
sad face.
i still work at the pub...and now i'm training to be a primary school teacher.
i'm sure i had big plans for myself.
but somewhere along the way...
making money, having a house, a car and a decent job made the big plans jump out of the window.
it's true what they say about full time jobs...they really put your fires out.
time flying past me like i'm still stood, not moving.
times moving but i'm not.
somethings got to give...
it has too.
i still love my music though.
i dont think that will ever change.
my vinyl collection has grown too...in value as well...lucky me.
it's like i have this urge to make a change, do something amazing...but i haven't got the confidence to do something for me, to make that change.
i have become a rifles song.
ive wrote my ten things to do before i die list.
it's currently a secret...even more secretive than you.
i'll keep you updated this time...
promise?
maybe theres still some embers left too?
who knows...