time for an update my loves.

gosh.
ive left it a while.
sorry.
things have been more than a tad crazy recently.
i moved out of uni and back into home.
epic in its own way.
6 car trips and god knows how many hours spent packing.
finally got it all home and now all my 'shit' has no where to go.
and if high fidelity taught me anything, pressure on vinyl is not good!
so consequently today i, lilian mae, built a treble wardrobe flat pack thing from scratch, single handedly!
i am a diy goddess!
seriously considering giving up the whole writing/journalism thing to set up my own flat pack assemble business.
jokes.
but i was good at it.
and it looks ace.
looking after mum lately has been harder than expected.
i didnt realise how out of sync everything was at home.
she doesnt take her meds at the right times of the day.
on her bad days stuff just gets left.
and my brother generally takes the piss out of the whole situation.
but im glad im home now to sort it all.
in other news i walked past the boy of my dreams in Manchester on saturday
its very rare i see someone i thinks stupidly attractive.
im far too picky.
nose is too big.
terrible hair.
too short.
i know its terrible but i cant help it.
i always go for personality and i guess looks second.
being quirky, interesting and knowing loads about music is far more important to me than looks.
anyroad...
this guy was beautiful.
in every sense of the word.
and he had nice shoes.
but i didnt get his number.
or even talk to him.
i didnt want to ruin it for myself.
i'm 99.9% sure he would have been a prick.
on a new note.
amy winehouses beehive.
man its huge.
bbc3 is showing me what i missed from glasto.
and by all accounts you couldnt miss her beehive.
one day i will create one just as big, if not bigger.
shes singing back to black.
and im not happy with this performance.
shes singing the chorus.
then doing like weird noises/random notes in the verses.
which only leads me to believe shes forgot the words.
someone please give that girl a good roast dinner with all the trimmings and extra roasties.
on a positive note, she looks very tanned.
chin up amy dear.