what are we getting into?

on days like these
i often have a million things to write
but i just cant put them into words.
as usual.
as usual its the same drill.
drive alone
cry a bit
come home
blog
sad playlist
i miss my ex boyfriends
and the times we shared
the good times
i miss my american friends
and they texts and calls making my day
i miss innocence
and happyness
and true love.
i miss everything that hurts the most
i always want what i cant have
and it seems nowadays all i do is pull my famous fake smile
that only one person can see through.
but shes got her own hassles and worries at the moment.
and to be honest.
im proper worried about her.
she needs to get it all off her chest.
we need this trip down south more than anything
its gona be so awesome
abuse the camera please?
did my prom dress look good?