i can finally smile about all of this, it's a good feeling

im done being mad now.

im done.

im done crying for you.

im done.

but i'll never be done writing my shitty little poems.

and i'll never be done being scared.

because that's just me.

you can swear all you like.

but i know i've done the right thing.

you didn't deserve me.

after all we went through.

but that doesnt matter anymore.

it's all in the past.

and for the first time in what seems to have been three years

im moving on.

im happy

i go to sleep with a smile on my face

i wake up knowing someone else is thinking about me.

someone else worships the ground i walk on.

someone else would do anything for me.

someone else to laugh and love with

someone else to grow and learn with.

what happened to me is all in the past.

and that's where it's going to stay

I think we finally grew up past the hang-ups

the evil stares

The fuck you toos and i don't cares.

So hey, don't feel bad.

These things happen sometimes.

We just weren't right for each other