Tuesday, December 05, 2006

so close, yet so far

back to where i started.
its like a nasty circle.
and i cant jump out of it, no matter how hard i try.
he always lets me down, messes me around.
hurts me.
i dont deserve this, espically not now.
i need someone to take care of me, to love me, to have fun with.
Not to continue to stamp on my heart just a little bit more.
someone needs to wipe the tears.
why cant you understand.
why cant anyone.
i get so mad and so angry.
nothing helps.
i wish you could give me that cuddle i want to give you.
we're so far away.

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